Had fallen down deep into a rabbit hole, and it took me a lot of hardwork, patience and discipline to work days, months and years to barely crawl outta that damn hole. Then I met you, such a vibrant joyful and amazing person that brought everybody else in this world to shame. We became friends and started talking. A lot. Then slowly I discovered you were not what you showed others, you had been hurt, broken and sad too. But you were healing and managing to heal everyone around you at the same. You were fighting a silent battle. And I couldn't stop myself. Couldn't stop myself from being attracted to that magnificence, that amazing personality. You became not just the most brightest star in the starry night sky, but the whole damn sky for me. Despite warning myself time and again, I fell harder for you, and couldn't imagine living without you. I knew living without you would be impossible. Maybe I would survive, but would lose my identity, and become a person without any happiness to my name.